Monday, March 27, 2006

Ups and Downs

I guess you could say I had an up and down weekend. Lots of shit went down, and it's really hard for me to put it alltogether. Of course I can't write about it all, but let's just say that I won my cricket tourney, and that I finished third in the poker tourney. We had 8 players and of course I got sucked out on. It never gets old LOL!

Also, I guess me and Kelly may be finished too. We got together Friday night and I took everyones advise and told her about Cody. It caught her pretty good by surprise, and get this, she also didn't know how old I was!! She said that I told her I was only 30 at the concert. I don't remember doing that but it could've happened because me and Tommy drank all day long. So, she was pissed about that, and kept on saying "If you lied about your age and waited to tell me about the boy that she would never know if I was lying or had something else to hide." I was pretty sad about the whole thing, but then realized that they're all the same. It would've ended sometime anyway soon because she just wasn't getting it. What do I have to hide I asked her? I told her I didn't want to hide anything because that's why I told her about Cody. I tried to keep dodging the subject of my age because I'm almost 40 and I told her I was 30. I probably thought I'd get away with it since at first I just thought she was a stupid chick who would believe me.

Anyway, so at least I still got poker !! LOL!! Like Tommy said too that there are other fish in the sea. We're just in Louisville and think about how many other girls are out there. We can pretty much go out and pick up chicks whenever we want and if we run out in Louisville we could always move LOL!! That's right. I asked her if she could ever see me again and she just said she didn't know for sure. I thought about it alot and I'd like to see her again, but if I don't it won't ruin me. She was hot, and she liked to party, and she was cool, but if it wasn't meant to be then that's that. If something is meant to be it will happen. That's just the way things work and I can't go and change them. We were at BW3 when we talked and my last words to her were "Well, if you see me winning a bracelet and a millon dollars on TV don't even try to come running back." I said it as kind of a joke, but not really. She just walked away. I always thought that having cool last words really means a lot. If it's with your dad, or your wife, or if you're dying I think that its important to have cool last words that mean something. I believe 100% in reincarnation, but that you live one life at a time. And your last words are like the last chapter in a book. It can't end perfectly unless you end them with perfect words.

The whole Kelly thing got me thinking the rest of the week, but it obviously didn't bum me out too bad because I won the cricket tourney and should have won the poker tourney. Poker really is like relationships because she was a hand that I called a raise with, but my river didn't help me. There was another big raise and I had to fold. Think about it. I've still got chips in front of me and I got plenty more hands to play. I also got plenty more girls to be with before its all said and done with. Life is a journey, and like I tell everyone It is one big session. You have to treat it like that or you'll go broke. What happens then? That's right. You got to move on to another game, or give up the game for good. I always try to keep chips on the table and make sure I have outs to get the nuts. You will always get paid off, but you can't get paid off if your broke and can't play the hand. Remember that.

Play Like a Champion Today.


Blogger SirFWALGMan said...

Too bad Champ. There are other fish in the sea like you said. You should have listened to Ole' Sir though. heh. Better luck next time man.

11:19 AM  
Anonymous highonpoker said...

If she didn't dig the truth now, she woulda been 10x as worse later. I hope you got a goodbye screw in.

Get laid like a Champ.

1:16 PM  
Blogger Bloody P said...

A Christian Reincarnationist?


I hope you at least got to give her the blue veiner before you dropped the "kid bomb".


2:09 PM  
Blogger TraumaPoker said...

Do you ever wonder what else you might have told were when you were drunk that you don't remember? Little things like that can have a -EV impact on a deveolping relationship.

2:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Burn in hell you dumb hindu.

9:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

From this "I can not lose this woman. She is the greatest thing that's ever happened to me, and I would give up cricket and football and poker and everything to be with her"

To this: "Like Tommy said too that there are other fish in the sea. We're just in Louisville and think about how many other girls are out there. We can pretty much go out and pick up chicks whenever we want and if we run out in Louisville we could always move LOL!! "

Make up your mind

7:21 AM  
Blogger NeverBluff said...

Things change.
Of course they do, do you live in a world where your feelings never change?

She could've been the one, but as things change we found out together that it wasn't meant to be. If it was meant to be then it will happen, and that's how it goes. You can come on here and tell me to make up my mind but that doesn't mean a damn thing.

12:06 PM  
Blogger FatBaldGuy said...

Better luck next time guy. Maybe a few less beers on the first date though.

5:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I hate your blog and I hate you.

2:02 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Next time I see you at Caesar's in Indiana, I'm gonna beat your ass

2:03 AM  
Blogger Bloody P said...

Champ, seriously, turn off anonymous comments.

10:45 AM  
Blogger porncritic said...

I'm not sure yet if you deserve all this hatemail, but at least make these cocksuckers identify themselves!

I tend to think of hatemail as sort of like the whining you get from alot of poker players, or perhaps tilting...

If you should find that you have a unique talent to make people go on tilt, youneed to do it more at the tables. This hatemail may be wierdly self-affirming, but it isn't costing the mailers any money. Make people PAY to hate you!


7:36 PM  

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